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[29 Nov 2006|01:20pm] |
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im still with mikey! i love everything about him. im so happy. and i wouldnt trade him for the world. :D
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[21 Sep 2006|02:25pm] |
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this shit is baaaaaaaaaaalla. baaalla. :D
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[03 Sep 2006|04:27am] |
so im at giggles right now. drink as fuck. niiiiiiiiiiiight, :D hahahhhaa
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[20 Aug 2006|02:19pm] |
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work has been intresting. my boss is really fast, and upbeat with everything. so sometimes its hard to keep up with her. but she's really chill, i like her. and im learning a good amount of drinks, but its so weird, the drinks are SO SIMILAR, just SLIGHTLY different. its really weird and hard to remember. but i learned a few things today, like a hot green tea latte, its so grooooss. dont get it. haha. just get an iced green tea, or a blackberry green tea if you feel like bein fancy. uhm.. i learned how to make a machiatto, a latte, and a frappiccino. and im doin alright i think. :D
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[18 Aug 2006|05:29pm] |
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last night was mucho fun. my friend Hawk and i went to the Equater in old town with a bunch of his friends, then had bucca di beppo, then went to 2 parks, failed miserably finding a park that was open, then got pulled over by a really bitchy cop in la crescenta, got off free, thank god, then i went home. :D im glad him and i finally got a chance to get to know each other. i think he's going to end up being really good friend. i guess my rave days are just startin over.
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[13 Aug 2006|08:50pm] |
last night i got too drunk and razored up my hair. lol. looks good though, surprisingly.
so tomorrow is my first day at Vons. well, Starbucks. i have to be there at 5:30 am. what a drag. but i guess im a little excited. time for bed. night<3
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[10 Aug 2006|11:59pm] |
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i've decided to just forget about boys for a while. i mean, thats what i have been doing, but ever since i met Marcus, it made me think about getting a boyfriend constantly. so every guy i came across, i'd imagine myself with him. i dont think i necessarily liked Marcus as much as i thought. yes, i had a thing for him, but he was the first guy in a long time that treated me great, and i actually found 100 percent attractive. the way he moved, smiled, cuddled, kissed. maybe thats why i was stuck on him for a while. but now, starting a new job, finishing up school, working on my drivers license, and college will keep me busy. let alone keeping a social life, i wouldnt have time for a boyfriend. especially a needy one. im also going to get my butt back into the gym to feel better and healthier. eat responsibly and maybe shed a few pounds.
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[03 Aug 2006|07:36pm] |
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i got a new job. im finally out of that Armenian booty camp. fucker.
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[02 Aug 2006|02:39am] |
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i went to the ER tonight, what a waste of 6 hours.
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[30 Jul 2006|11:06pm] |
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[25 Jul 2006|06:41pm] |
Kiani had to go home, she got really sick due to personal reasons. she's coming back out asap when she gets better.
i hate it when you see a guy you used to date, and still kinda sorta like, and you broke it off because HE didnt want any woman in his life at the time, and now, a month and a half later you see him in a billion pictures with some girl. and a few KISSING pictures. yea it just rips your heart out. and i dont know why. i guess i liked him more then i thought. im so jelous. fucking bitches.
i've worked every day the last week, and im tired as hell. now its hw time. does it ever fucking end? no it doesnt.
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[17 Jul 2006|12:47am] |
The Agony Scene and As I Lay Dying are pretty sweet. thats whats on my most played list as of now. that, and AFI's new shit. in which i love.
i just found this picture of Lola from the Toga party last week. and i cant stop laughing.
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[16 Jul 2006|05:57pm] |
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im passing too many potential relationships by. and find myself being told "you missed your chance" quite a bit.
KIKI! (Kiani) is coming to stay with me for a while! she's visiting for 3 weeks from New Jersey, i dont know how long she will be at my pad, but if you know her and want to see her, myspace me or her. woot!
i like who im hanging out with lately, its pretty chill. although i do need to make a few calls tonight.
we got the car. it should be here any second. and my mom put it in my name too. :D
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[12 Jul 2006|12:50am] |
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i cant understand why he still hasnt tried to remotely talk to me. i know he knows something is wrong. but what does he think he did? i dont think he has a clue. unless someone told him he was an ass hole that night, and i cried. maybe he thinks im so pissed, that he's afraid to approach me. a lot of people tell me thats why they dont try and talk to me at first. they wait for me to approach them. which is total bullshit. it makes me even more mad honostly. a couple people told me that he liked me a lot, and possibly he's taking it out on me at the fact we will never date. i dont know. i guess that would frustrate me too, if i liked a guy friend i hung out with knowing i could never have him. whatever, its still not a right to be an ass. anyways. im shutting everyone out for the time being. i dont even talk to anyone anymore anyways, so it doesnt make a difference. work, school, taylor, and brandon are my life.
and fuck my stepdad for making me cry tonight. i dont know what the fuck his problem is lately, but he says the most RUDEST BLUNT SHIT ever. what he said to me tonight i will NEVER forget, you couldnt have personally attacked me any worse. if he wasnt giving us a car, i'd tell him to get the fuck out.
i'd also like to point out that i think its funny that taken boys hit on me. you have a girlfriend. shut up. francesca is no longer a homewrecker. i dont want bad karma.
ps: i gave taylors mom a Peachy Pussy today. she loved it. :D
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[10 Jul 2006|01:00am] |
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im glad i left the phone line busy all day. i didnt want to talk to anyone, they dont deserve it.
my heart dropped tonight. and i swallowed a cherry tomato.
i'd like to go to the beach tonight, with a bottle of wine.
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[07 Jul 2006|01:19am] |
the creepy thing is, everytime i date a guy, there seems to be a street with his name within miles from my house. then you have to pass it everyday and casually glance and notice it. then your heart drops so quickly you skipped a beat. hot flash. then you have no idea what your mom was just talking about. you tune her out, remembering the times you had with him. every.. fucking.. day. lame. someone needs to tear these streets apart.
so lemme tell you about this dream i had last night. it started out i was at some kind of family gathering, only we lived in a fantasy land. and we were all some kind of heroes. the world was so colorful, rainbows and butterflies. straight up teletubbies. then i find myself falling on the side of a hill, grabbing onto tree roots that grew out the side. it slows me down enough so i dont break myself when i hit the bottom. suddenly, giant happy go lucky creatures like teddy bears, or bunny rabbits that seem like they are humans in costumes are attacking me. (everything looks like 3-D cartooning, like Shrek or something). so im fighting them full force, i knock a bunch of them out and walk into this bathroom. i see a bunch of gothic kids smoking and hanging out. i find myself in the last stall to the right, making out with one of the guys that kinda looks like someone i know in real life, but i cant put my finger on it. the whole bathroom turns into some kind of orgy. and colorful butterflies are everywhere. and THEN I WAKE UP. woooord. :D
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[03 Jul 2006|05:55pm] |
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its funny how some people could care less that they hurt other peoples feelings. actually, its not funny. not one bit.
im going to disneyland! YEY!
partying saterday night was fucking awesome. i got plastered and it couldnt have been more perfect. i crashed at cory's house in la canada, he's a chill guy. and fortunately, he hangs out with a lot of old and new friends of mine. nice peeps. great night.
my boss couldnt be any more armenian the passed few weeks. he'll call me at work, and be like "how are things?" and i say "good". then he'll start BITCHING AT ME about the stupidest shit ever. everytime something goes wrong, he says "francesca probably did it". like, he just enjoys BITCHING AT ME. there was some snow from the side of the freezer in the rasberry and lime sherbert, and he says to megan "WHO DID THIS?!" like someone left a dead cat in it. also, the floors were "dirty". so now we're having a meeting with everyone. what he doesnt realize, is that we have 6 other employee's there, but you know, its all me.
gotta go get ready. night<3
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[28 Jun 2006|10:02pm] |
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"yes we're still dating.
yes its been amazing.
yes i hope we continue to date.
end."
i miss the feeling when i wrote that. so much.
we're done. because some people dont know what they want. maybe you should of thought of that before you started something.
he had just gotten out of a long term relationship. yes i fucking understand that, but at the same time, i did like him. first guy i actually saw something with in an extremely long time.
bye.
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[25 Jun 2006|01:11am] |
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LJ is pointless. no one reads this shit anymore.
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[19 Jun 2006|09:09pm] |
here is the list of people i am most definitly pissed off at.
-tina
-brian
-jesse
-marcus
yea im a blunt bitch like that.
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